Sunday, October 14, 2018

The High Sierra Trail in a Day: Felice Kelly and Caitlin Roake


The high sierra trail (HST) runs from the summit of Mount Whitney to Crescent Meadow in Sequoia National Park. A push from Whitney Portal to the parking lot in Sequoia National Park is 70+ miles with ~ 14000 feet of elevation gain. There are no good bailout points and a mistake on the HST will likely mean a cold bivouac deep in the Sierra. I need a safety net in the form of a partner for something this big, so in an email titled ‘stupid ideas’ I invite FDK, who is immediately and absurdly positive about the concept. We obtain a Whitney summit permit for the night of the harvest moon in late September.

The logistical support for the trip comes from my dad. It’s his first trip to Sequoia national park and he’s impressed by the big trees and the roughness of the terrain. He picks us up from the trail’s western end point at Crescent Meadow where we’ve left a car and drives us around the southern tip of the Sierra to the east side town of Lone Pine.  Under a full moon we hike up the Whitney trail with 9 pound running vests.

Whitney has never been kind to me and I am overcome with nausea at the summit hut. FDK is doing something important with our satellite beacon but I threaten to ‘projectile vomit on you like in The Exorcist’ and rudely start back down without her. In her hurry to catch up with me she crashes head first into a rock on the technical summit trail and gashes her leg and hand and pops a water bottle in her chest pocket. At the junction with the trail down into Sequoia NP, we assess our condition. I’m recovering from my bout with AMS and FDK is bleeding and ice-encrusted from the re-freezing of her burst water bottle. In a bout of intellectual dishonesty we decide that ‘nothing has changed in our condition’ since the morning and we take the semi-irreversible step of descending down, down, down into the vast backcountry west of Whitney.

Incredibly, we have about 20 very easy miles of rolling and then downhill running through the Kern River valley. FDK trips once more and we have a brief moment where it seems she may have knocked loose a tooth, but it’s a false alarm. At both the mid-point and the low elevation point of the trip we’ve fully committed ourselves to completing the run. I feel shockingly comfortable there, 35 miles deep in the Sierra, with minimal supplies and clothing, as if the mountains are insulating me from the outside world.

We can’t stay in the Kern River valley and we begin a distressing trudge up the dusty Chagoopa Plateau. In this heat it’s hard to believe that hours earlier we had frozen fingers and noses.  We dunk hats and buffs into the river and let the water drip down our necks. FDK stops now and then to listen for rattlesnakes. I think it’s here that we lose the most time. If Mt Whitney, with its extreme altitude and cold, was the technical crux of the day then the Chagoopa Plateau, with its neverending gradual ascent through nondescript pine forest, is the psychological crux. My lungs slowly fill with dust, and a subtle rattle vibrates in my chest. Is this asthma, or am I just tired? Ultimately it doesn’t matter.

Finally we climb up into Kaweah Gap, and the whole of Valhalla and Hamilton lakes is laid out before us. This is the image that has stuck with me since the trip; FDK striding forward downhill, the sun setting fast into the haze of the central valley, and 20 miles to go over the most technical and exposed section of trail. As darkness falls we jog slowly downward. The trail is sliced into the cliff side and I’m nominally aware of a void on my left side. We pass through a tunnel blasted into  bare granite. As the moon comes up it reflects off the sparkly white granite to illuminate the soaring buttress of Angels’ Wings and Cherubim Dome.  I start to notice creatures in the forest. Tiny scorpions on the trail. Monstrous salamanders. My headlamp beam catches eyes in the trees- deer, most likely. We cross a gorge on a huge wooden bridge and we peer over the edge. We can’t see the bottom but we can hear water rushing a thousand feet below us.

There’s a party in the forest at Bearpaw Meadow. FDK walks out the of woods right into it. I hear a man shouting “What the hell! What the hell! Where did you come from?” I almost want to join them and sleep by their fire.

I’m not in shape to run 72 miles and I learn this lesson hard near the 70 mile mark. My quads are wrecked and I’m running by using my hips to swing my legs around, using a hard effort to maintain about a 3 mph pace. FDK seems strong and she reminds me to eat and drink. I knew I had the guts to get us started on this journey, but she’s got the tenacity to see it through to the end. She could take hours off of our time with the right partner, now that she knows this is possible.

We actually do run in to the trailhead to come in just under the 24 hour mark. My dad has left back for the hotel as the night progressed, so we’re alone in the empty parking lot, the only thing left to drive ourselves down the hill to our hotel in Three Rivers. I feel like I’ve lived a whole lifetime in one day, my head full of alpine beauty and my body utterly wrecked.

Deep thanks to the people who supported this trip, including Tim Roake for driving 15+ hours to complete the shuttle and feeding and watering us; Natalie Kelly, Ben Gutman, Kelsey Dutton, Greg Gaskin and Kari Rust for monitoring our progress and sending messages of support; Greg Gaskin for endless training runs over the summer; Jim Hornibrook for use of his ultralight bivy bag. We received financial support from the American Alpine Club Live Your Dream Grant.

Monday, February 12, 2018

Joint Jaunts: Touchstone Wall

Touchstone Wall, Cerberus Gendarme, 5.9 C2, 1000 ft, Grade V
Zion National Park

TL;DR: 

Fitz Cahall: "Type III fun is never fun while you're doing it, you often feel your life is threatened, certain doom is usually at hand, and half the time it ends in a harrowing rescue. Afterwards, you swear to never attempt anything similar ever again"

GG: "I think we were maybe one bad weather event away from type III fun."



Awards and Superlatives: 

MVP: GG, for heroically learning how to aid sandstone while on lead.

Deepest Shame: CR, for almost maiming herself and destroying the rope with a death block
Deepest Shame runner up: GG, for dropping copious aid gear on CR, and excessive swearing 

Chapter 1: Aid leading on the first day

Progress has slowed above me, on the first pitch, a C1+/C2 affair. Don't ask me what that means, I'm not sure, only that it's worse than aid we've done before. 

'i don't think i like aid climbing' calls GG. 

'Me neither,' I call up. Solidarity. 

Progress resumes, slower than before. A steady stream of profanity issues from above me. It doesn't seem too urgent so I tone it out. 

I hear GG shriek. This seems important. I look up, to notice a large object falling from the sky. GG? The lead line is still slack. Poof! It hits the ground with a puff of dirt. Ah, it's an aid ladder and some gear. 

'crap.' says GG, quietly. 

GG leads 2/3 aid pitches and calls it good enough. 

Chapter 2: Cleaning and fixing the aid pitches

There's this amazing moment that happens with some frequency in climbing. You find yourself in a precarious position, unable to move up or down, and out of shouting range to other humans. You realize-you're going to have to fix this mess. And somehow you always do!


Instead of ascending the rope, I've decided to re-aid GG's second pitch because it is so complex. Also I have no idea what I'm doing.  I make some bad decisions, and now I am hanging on one pin, spinning around in space, trying desperately to retrieve my other aid ladder, which is on another pin 4 feet to my right. With nothing to push against, physics is not on my side. 

you spin me right round baby right round like a record baby right round round round. GG's mashups are stuck in my head. 

Tourists are taking pictures of us from the road. With goddamn tripods. 

Later, GG says "yeah I heard some sounds, but i figured there was nothing I could do to help."

We tie the rope to the pitch 2 anchors and rap down and get crepes. 


Chapter 3: We accidentally commit to the full route

At 6am on day 2, we're getting coffee from a gas station when the cashier's computer fails. It takes her a few extra minutes to ring us up.

'Well hopefully that'll be the worst part of your day,' she says cheerily. I think this is some kind of deeply ironic foreshadowing. 

Our commute to work, as it is, is to ascend ~ 250 ft of rope to the start of pitch 3. It's cold and I start out in a puffy jacket, gloves, a hat. 15 feet later I am pouring sweat. I can go no more than about 15 feet at a time before I'm out of breath. I make it to the anchor and wait for GG. Sweat is still pouring down my back. 


By the time GG reaches the anchor I am a shivering icicle and both of my legs have gone numb in my harness.  

Pitch 4 is finally my lead pitch, so I act like I'm free climbing and start up a 5.10 crack. It's rough with all the extra gear and I cheat and pull my way through several crux sections. The climbing is so engaging that I don't notice that I'm sure paying out a lot of rope. More than half, in fact. 



Trying to get control pressure's taking it's toll.... It wasn't love, it wasn't love, it was a perfect illusion!  I think I hate climbing. 

GG quickly transitions to following and tries to climb the pitch in good style, but slips on the gear sling near the 10c crux and falls hard onto the rope. More profanity ensues. The gear sling continues to strangle and hinder him, and by the time he makes it to the belay, he's less than amused. 

'Great news!' I say, artificially positive. "We don't have enough rope to retreat, so we're going all the way over the top today!"

I put our odds of getting benighted at 60/40 for. 

Chapter 4: Bailing upwards. 

The lead/follow weight inflexion point: The weight of the rack in lbs at which both partners would rather lead pitches and not have to carry the excess rack as a second. 

We all know that climbing is a strength to weight ratio. But what happens when you suddenly put on 30 pounds over night? No, not in cupcakes, but rather in AID RACK. What happens is that you become a terrible climber. 

At pitch 5 GG and I both appear to become extremely courteous and helpful. 'I'll lead your next pitch for you,' I offer generously. "No, I've got it," says GG, "As long as you will carry the AID RACK'

On pitch 8 I actually pull on a quickdraw to avoid a 5.7 move. A 5.7 MOVE!!!


Chapter 5: The death block

As the sun fades, we're rapping down a canyon filled with sand and loose blocks. I free the rope from a tree, and relax a little, thinking the rest of this rap will be straightforward. I'm bracing my foot against the base of a large block when the block, about the size of a microwave, cuts away from the wall and lands in my lap. 

I let go of the rope and try and swat the block away from me. The autoblock on my rope catches in my ATC and brings the rappel to a halt. The block somehow misses most of my body and bounces down only to land on top of the rope on a small ledge below me. 

I'm sure that the block has damaged our rope, so I slowly descend to check the damage. The block is highly unstable on its sandy ledge, but somehow, against all odds, none of its weight is on our rope. I gingerly free the rope and feed it down past the block. We move on. 

I don't want to live, but I sure don't want to die. I'm stuttering again, and telling her goodbye! Oh My my My! Goodbye bye bye!

On the last rappel, we find a dead bighorn sheep in the canyon. It must have fallen from the walls above, or been washed down by a flood. it seems like a warning. 

Epilogue

We coil our rope in darkness and retreat back to the car. We check into a comfort inn. We go to Al's Burgers and get shakes and chicken tenders and cheeseburgers and fries. We know that in some other universe, CR and GG are huddled on top of cerberus gendarme, under our two person space blanket, sharing half a liter of water and a clif bar. Maybe we've built a fire with our lighter. Maybe we've burned the aid gear in anger. But, the stars are spectacular.